You know what molds are? Those fungi or stains either black or white that can grow indoors. It can be on walls or cabinets. It is tiny but they grow together so they form big stains.
Last week I noticed some molds growing on my wall inside my room. It is color white and I think they are growing very fast that I can’t tolerate looking at it because the hair on my skin rises every time I saw them! It’s really unpleasant to my sight.
I even search on google what it is and find out that they are molds, stains or fungi. It grows on damp buildings. I don’t know where it is really coming from because I just moved from this house last August and I think it is renovated so it should be better. But I also found out that the ventilation of the house is not good that is why these fungi are appearing!
So, this afternoon I tried to get rid of them! I thought they are only growing on my walls. But when I started pulling my bed and cleaning it I found out that my bed was also infected and getting closer to the wall, I can see small spots of molds growing! eeeewww! It is really disgusting! It’s almost all over the room!
I wanted to call my mom to help me clean! I’m not good at cleaning bacterias like these. But I don’t have any choice but do it. I tried spraying them with insects pest and applying a chalk-like powder on every part of the wall. I hope they will really last and will really kill these fungi around. And be completely gone!
While I’m doing this, God let me realized that even if I thought my life is doing well, like when you see the house it’s clean on the outside but when you look at it closely at every corner you can see bacterias all over. Just like me, I have these molds in my life too that only Jesus can see. Stains of sin, stains of fear, stains of pride, stains of selfishness and many other things that I thought it’s not seen by people. But in Jesus’ eyes, they are seen clearly. It’s awful! I am unclean. I need His hands to wash every stain that needs to be out of my life. And God promised in Psalm 51:2 That He will wash me clean from my guilt and purify me from my sin. (reword from me)
I always thought that when I have my quiet time with the Lord, I go to church and serve him I am doing well, but to look closely at my life I really messed up many times. I don’t notice that molds of sin are growing. It is only by Jesus grace and mercy that can clean me and make me worthy of His sight.
I thank God for the molds! I thank God for the molds on my life because of this I learned to be humble and acknowledge that it’s only by Him that I am made clean! Completely clean!